May 15, 2017:
Not until you perceive yourself as autonomous, capable, and deserving will you ever be able to provide yourself with your own happiness. When you're missing any of these ingredients you feel frantic, constantly searching for and grabbing on to anything or anyone who can fill the hole where self love and actualization should reside. Finding yourself, knowing who you are, what you stand for, and being able to discern priorities of your individual life while still holding true to your values, although it is a process, is worth the preceding feelings of uncertainty and incompetence. Work through your questions, preserve through your weaknesses, and one day you'll realize that rather than harping on what another person would want you to do or say, or how another would want you to act or feel, you are suddenly deciding, speaking, and feeling for YOU.
July 29, 2017:
You have the opportunity to create yourself, it's the only opportunity you have complete 100% control of. Feed your body with good - food, vibes, and hair products. Keep your mind going, never settling or going easy on yourself. And put your heart to work, be kind, be genuine, be loyal. Make yourself something, someone, to be proud of
"But what the hell do I do now.
Well truth is a little scary.
And the truth is, you can do anything you want."
Grey's Anatomy